For whatever reason the situation going on with me has impacted my son and he is now having negative feelings towards the one who has hurt me so bad. Can't say that it is not expected. Though I need him to be strong through this as well, and he is supporting me in whatever decision it is I make.
There is a time when we have all been told "To be careful what we wish for, because we just might get it." And I'm leaning very seriously towards granting their wishes. And if they want me to move on should I stay and stand my ground or grant their desires? Granting their desires seems to be the right thing as we are both adults and have had numerous life experiences. As staying and standing my ground surely seems confrontational and fraught with dealing with a much longer emotional roller coaster.
Sure there are things to learn from this. We as humans would be remiss if we did not learn from everything that goes on in our lives. The good things are easy to learn from the bad things we sometimes tend to rationalize away, as well it was meant to be or it was their doing, not mine. But it exactly those thoughts we must look at the most and learn the most from.
My current outlook is good my mood good. Who knows where the roller coaster will lead next, as I'm riding blindfolded.
Just need to simply pray and put my faith in where it is God would have me be.
There is a time when we have all been told "To be careful what we wish for, because we just might get it." And I'm leaning very seriously towards granting their wishes. And if they want me to move on should I stay and stand my ground or grant their desires? Granting their desires seems to be the right thing as we are both adults and have had numerous life experiences. As staying and standing my ground surely seems confrontational and fraught with dealing with a much longer emotional roller coaster.
Sure there are things to learn from this. We as humans would be remiss if we did not learn from everything that goes on in our lives. The good things are easy to learn from the bad things we sometimes tend to rationalize away, as well it was meant to be or it was their doing, not mine. But it exactly those thoughts we must look at the most and learn the most from.
My current outlook is good my mood good. Who knows where the roller coaster will lead next, as I'm riding blindfolded.
Just need to simply pray and put my faith in where it is God would have me be.
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